christenzilla

OMG. Worst birthday ever. I guess nobody really does like you when your 23.

To start things out I woke up today, with something tickling my neck. I woke up and it was a tiny wolf spider. I freaked the hell out and killed it with my soda bottle. I have had that gross feeling ever since.

After that I wasn't able to sleep, I got like 5 hours of sleep. Then I went to work, and it was a usual day.

Then I drove home from work and accidentally killed a possum. :(

My parents forgot about me. No Happy Birthday wishes, no cake, no nothing. Honestly I don't think anyone cares about me. I feel totally depressed and alone.

Tomorrow is my 23 birthday. I would have liked to have stayed forever 21, its a good age. Old enough to drink and do whatever you please.

I got 2 birthday cards, one from my Grandma and from Dan. Dan send me one with two old guys on the front of the card guessing what their old tattoos were suppose to be. lol Thats depressingly funny.

My birthday this year is on a Monday, on Memorial Day. I guess I have to share my day with remembering the dead. I am going to work that day. I don't plan on doing anything really special, I do plan on buying myself some great gifts that I will totally love.

I keep remembering a song lyric, "Nobody likes you when your 23".

I guess it won't be sooooo terribly bad turning 23, I hope.

I am thinking about making some Chicken & Dumplings today. There just so tasty.

My friend is great, he always makes me laugh. For example when I was super sick last year, I asked him to draw a picture of me, so he drew a picture of The Corpse Bride. Then a couple of days ago, this girl asked him to draw a picture of me, so he drew a witch. Which is totally priceless.

I cleaned my old computer screen with a clorox wipe because I couldn't get the dirt off any other way. It was like caked on. Now I can see so cleary! Its great.

I guess I am kind of a clean freak, when things are messy or dis-organized, its like I can't think cleary because am focusing on the small stuff. I was thinking about taking a mini-vacation from work so I could organize and re-decorate my room. I just have so much stuff I want to do, I just can't find the time to fit it all in. Like I would love to clean out my closet and giveaway all my old clothes that I never wear anymore, and then shop for new ones.

My computer is driving me insane! Grr... I need to get the modem in my labtop fixed, I miss my labtop. My Desktop computer is screwed. I can only check my e-mail and post on it. A lot of stuff doesn't load on it, spyware has attacked and killed my computer. It barely works. So am going to back up my important information and just erase everything on it. Well am not going to, I am going to make someone else do it for me.

And I need to leave my self a post-it to unplug my hair straightner, when am done with it.

Oh my friend Dan, that betrayed me and erased my mayspace and facebook, apologized to me. Now he wants me to come visit him, and all this other stuff. I don't think I can trust him anymore. Plus I think its horrible that he said he has a girlfriend, and that he would totally break up with her for me.

I don't know why life has to be so complicated.

When I have people yelling at me over the phone, I find my self thinking the of Red Dwarf theme song....

Its cold outside, sunshiney atmosphere.... and I forgot the rest of the words, always have loved that song. It keeps me calm, so I don't yell at my customer to pay their freaking bill and get the hell off my phone!

So I woke up today to hard rain, lightening, and green dark skies. I got dressed, ran to my car, which in the 10 seconds it took me to get to my car, I was soaked. Then I thought to myself, I have 3 days of flex time, maybe I should just stay home form work because the weather is horrible. Then I thought, nah, I will just save them for worse days.

So I took about 3 phone calls, while the sirens were going off every few minutes. Then I was told to get off the phone and get under my desk. So I got under my desk, watched people freak out about family, their houses, etc. Watched the power go out, luckily my work place has a generater. So the power was only lost for a few seconds, my computer stayed on and didn't reboot itself. Then I started to hear stories about what was going on, where the tornados were touching down at.

There was so much rain, they said it rained 5 inches in an hour. Then the rain poored for hours upon hours. So it caused a lot of floods, many people I work with told me their houses, apartments, etc were flooded.

After about an hour under my desk, the storm was over. Everyone was to return to work. Some people left work to go take care of their houses and stuff. One of my bosses ended up in a car accident right after the storm, and his veichle was totaled. I heard there was a tractor trailer accident on the highway. And that some of the other highways were flooded in near by towns. In some towns power was estimated to be out for a couple of days.

I stayed at work for until the end out my shift because I was worried my power might be out. Whenever I walked outside to drive home, the weather was perfect. The air was crisp, clean, and it smelled like pine. My car was covered in leaves. I saw a road sign crushed under the rails on the highway, a thick metal pole bent in half, bunches of trees down. On one of the bridges I crossed on the way home, the railing that was recently replaced was totally missing. And this huge old tree was demolished.

The power at my house was on, so I was happy. It was a pretty interesting day. I have to say I kinda like the destruction. I am not afraid of storms, they excite me. However it sucks when some people don't make it.

So we had to change our schedules at work. I got my first pick, with Saturdays and Sundays off! However I beat out one of my friends for the shift.
She is really mad about it, because it was her first choice too. She tried to gulit me into trading her shifts. She told me that her sister needed her help to work on some website and she only had the weekends to work on them. Then I heard her talking about me getting the shift over her while we were in the girls bathroom. Which she said she was working on getting the weekends off.
I don't know why she is so upset, I beat her in the shift bid fair an square. I out ranked her! If I didn't get my first choice I would be just as dandy with my second choice. So I don't understand her, and am not trading her shifts just because she wants me too.